I have had a goal for now about maybe four years, and when you think of that some people have goals to become artists and spacemen, my goal seem so easy. obviously .. i think not. if i thought so i would have been there years ago. sometimes it's like it's easier to give up, but it's not possible, because to me it's not an option when i've gotten all this way. i really, really want it. but is it enough..? and when i want to reach my goal to christmas, which is in two months, it seem kinda stupid when i have tryed for four years already without any luck.
it's really very easy. honestly. i could wish i could see that too.
Anything for my happiness.